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Tempus Fugit (Time Flies) (Allen)
« Jun 11, 2009 19:04:56 GMT -6 » 		Quote
A normal life, is it really too much to ask for? For me it seems to be. Everything just seems so far out of my reach. Just when I thought I possibly found a new life, it was taken from me again. It’s come to the point where I’ve somewhat given up on searching for it. I’ve just accepted my current life as much as I hate it. A life alone, that’s what this path has been leading me to. And I’ve let it. I’ve actually allowed myself to be controlled by this path, by these people. Sometimes I feel like shooting myself for my own weakness. When I escaped the first time, I put so many lives in danger that I associated myself with. My cousin and a boy I met, Allen Daughtry. Wow, Allen. How long has it been since I’ve seen or even heard from him? A year or two now? Time surely files. It feels like forever. I can honestly say a part of me is glad that he’s away from me. At least I know that he’s safe from my problems.

::Saphira sat at a park bench, twirling her pocket knife on the bench beside her thigh. Her hazel gems stared out into the nothingness, as she reminisced on the past, the present and the future. Her hair was out lying just slightly passed her shoulders; her caramel complexion glowed in the moonlight. There was no expression on Saphira’s face, just a blank, dazed out gaze into the slightly dark area in front of here::

But dare I say I miss him? Do I miss him? We got on each other’s nerves on countless occasions, but yet we always found a way to laugh about it. I guess it was fun to match each other’s wits. Our little contests did always bring a smile to my face. UGH! I don’t know anymore. I want to be left alone, then at the same time I don’t. I’m so damn confused! It’s so damn frustrating. The past is the past right? Now I need to focus on my present and future. Ha neither seems any better. My present feels so empty. It’s lacking so much. I just can’t pinpoint what it is. It drives me crazy when I get a chance like this to just sit and think about it. My future doesn’t look too bright at all. It looks just as empty as my present. Hell sometimes I don’t even think I’ll live pass my 20’s. I’ll probably never get to enjoy life like I want to.

::Saphira’s free hand went up to her neck pulling out a silver chain, that was half tucked under her tank top. Now it rested over her half zipped cherry red leather jacket, her thumb skimming over the rectangular pendant that held a design of a black dragon engraved in it. Funny how it resembled the tattoo upon her cheek well. It was something she brought for Allen long ago when they parted ways, and has held onto it for this long. Possibly hoping to give it to him one day. Saphira sighed to herself as she closed her eyes momentarily taking in the passing breeze, not giving too much attention to her surroundings as she normally did. A small smile appeared across her lips as she whispered to herself::

”Maybe just one more time..”

I could see him. For old time sake.

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