" Damn... that is not good... i hate and dispise and want to rid the world of criminals and our enemies... but i know that my skills and powers alone are not sufficient... i could make a different if i would be much more experienced... but i am not so trained and there will always be crime. " Susan siged and frowned, shaking her head. " I feel so useless and unneeded at times... sometimes wish i... whould have been in my parents place. " She looks down and is pretty sad now.

Susan wanted to go on, but when he glanced at him, she knew that he was right. " I know but... sometimes, i just feel like i am not meant to be alive. " Suasn shrugged and then spoke again. " Thank you, Director, I hope to be as effective as... Jason Bourne within a few years. " Susan smirked with a half smile hoping it would happen.

" Except for the people who deserve to die... and i know a fair amount of those. " Susan sais in a frosty tone... her fury and hatred was what fueled her already high willpower and determination. She would become one of the best agents the Academy ever had.

" I will, i promiced myself... and it is one of the very few things i still life for " She told him, referring to her lost family.

Susan frowned and looked at the Director. " The age of my innocence is no more... i can handle blood on my hands. " She said to him, sort of offering to do the more dangerous missions, even unsanctioned missions. It was sort of personal already.